Should I ?

How do you feel when you saw something which once became your passion at the past ?
I know people will call me a greedy person or a "non thankful" person.

This story started when I was in confusing months in choosing what major I would take. My first love was International Relation. it was because I wished to become a Diplomat. But then it changed into Interior Design because it is just cool to see people can make their own houses as they wished to have. It's probably an effect of watching lots of unique houses on TV. Later on , my parents wished me to become a Doctor. You know what ? actually, I don't really match with it because probably I'm not a reading girl. But I think respecting parents's wish is important. So I tried and tried but still, I didn't get it. I used to love becoming a veterinary too. I love animals.. (cats more) , except PIG -__- I hate them. I used to apply for Food Technology and Nutrition. But yet, I can't get it.

Now, believe it or not ? I am an English Literature student. 
Here I am..
I have loved English since I was in Elementary School. I won lots of prizes in English competitions too. My father once asked me whether I want to take English Literature or not.. but I said, " No, dad. it's sooo boring. learning English in my whole semester? Oh No".
and at last, Time makes me certain. I think this is my passion which I never realize.

As time passed by..
I am used to driving motorcycle through Faculty of Medicine. know what ? I'm kinda missing it. Actually in my deep deep heart, I know I want to be a doctor. I love biology sooo much. I  love environment and all the things related to health ,plants, and trees.

So, what would you say ?
Should I keep on going on my English Literature because I have had the skill since I was in Elementary School ?
or..
Should I try it next year applying in Medical school / forestry ?

Wednesday, 1 October 2014
Maulina